Im totalii sick.... first catch a cold.. ad now i hv a fever.. u kw.. if a person don rest well u will get sick easily. I been spendin these few day findin part time job.Almost find till sian liao... Why i find job it because... my mum.. look at her.. she goin to hospital in 3 more days.. Even tho her nose cancer not very serious.. but she very weak.. im worried tt y ... another thing is..$$$$$ her hospital bill.. i just wan to help some.. findin a job is not easily.. now thn i kw..

And... i felt very lousy of myself... join wen yang lion dance almost 3 yrs.. yup around there.... i haven go to any compotii yet... i felt myself so lousy...

This is the very good chance tt my coach lettin me takin part for the dragon dance aw tai compotii.. but ... i cant... 一直以为自己在他们的眼中是不纯在的。可是一个很好的机会让我表现 自己做得到。 可是我妈妈的病。。 I realli felt very sorry .. Today i call 1 of my coach , to tell him tt i cant go for the trainin and the compoti. That min.. i hope he shout right into the phone... but he didnt.

I ... I wan my mummy to recover fast ... i don wan to see her like tt