It.all.about.joycean.u.know

2008-01-27T22:54:00.000+08:00

Today actualli wan to slp till afternoon late late around 3 pm de.. thn my sister suddenli wake me up say '' jie jie i wan go shopping '' thn i wake up lo.. Went to bugis .. brought 2 coth cost me $34 total and 1 short cost $20.

Heee... Saw my old friends at ther.. miss them so much.. we chat and slack around till 5 pm thn me and my sister went to jp ... brought some nail polish and 2 jeans....

Reach hoem abt 7 or 8 like tt

2007-12-10T00:39:00.000+08:00

Today 10 soem thing reach home.... after that ... stay at home watchin tv thn suddenli fel sian .. call up beni girls come slack... went to jp

- Brought new mascara - $20
- new shampoo - $1.40
- new short - $30

2007-12-10T00:31:00.000+08:00

8/12/07

whn to juromg point meet frewn....
To f.h training
Brought a coffe peanut cake afetr inter with frewn.. the cake taste horrible lah!! wo de tian arh
Thn after tt went shoppin at raffle
Till around 6 thn take train home.. haha we 2 silly take train also take wrong.. cos too much thing to chat abt liao till tk wrong train and don even kw untill a few stops

After that reach home...
Bath thn went out meet y.l and girls at westwood area slack .. after tt wen tti cck ,eet my frewn

Thn at cck meet my frewn liao jiu ton til next day ........ thn... don tell u leh..
Around nxt day 10 thn tk train home...
^^

-------------- Today ish 3/12/2007 --------------

2007-12-04T01:45:00.000+08:00

- Brought new shoes $23
- 3 pair of earing $1.95 each'

Today slp till afternoon abt 12.. thn bake cake with mummy lisse ...awww in the end whole kitchn all cream.. tt was fun.
nails painting;;
rebornin hair ;;
treatment ;;

open shp 2.15
leave shp 4.20

Went to shi guan .. watch thm train.... thn slack there till 11.35
went to 300 coffe shop with wy ppl slack till 12 thn go home
Today gt 1 customer very fuuny.. he ask .. gt any fate hair for botak hair de '' the 1 gt can glue it on the head'' de skin de mah?' =.= i was.. ok ok .. i noth to say.. i ask boss come.. hahahha
hmm just reach home 45 min ago...

2007-11-14T22:11:00.000+08:00

Today... i spent my day ..rottin at home whole day cos no where to go till evening thn meet up my frewn to library.
Borrow some book to read. Every time go i wil borrow 4 books and every read 1 book half way thn change another thn in thr end all nv read. so this tym onli borrow 1.

Went home.... mummy ask me 2ml pei her go check up. I abit scare leh.. i don like hospital this plc... cos gt the smell tt i don like.
2ml goin hospital with mummy le.. i hope the result was... ok ok
hahahs

2007-11-12T22:43:00.000+08:00

Im totalii sick.... first catch a cold.. ad now i hv a fever.. u kw.. if a person don rest well u will get sick easily. I been spendin these few day findin part time job.Almost find till sian liao... Why i find job it because... my mum.. look at her.. she goin to hospital in 3 more days.. Even tho her nose cancer not very serious.. but she very weak.. im worried tt y ... another thing is..$$$$$ her hospital bill.. i just wan to help some.. findin a job is not easily.. now thn i kw..

And... i felt very lousy of myself... join wen yang lion dance almost 3 yrs.. yup around there.... i haven go to any compotii yet... i felt myself so lousy...

This is the very good chance tt my coach lettin me takin part for the dragon dance aw tai compotii.. but ... i cant... 一直以为自己在他们的眼中是不纯在的。可是一个很好的机会让我表现自己做得到。可是我妈妈的病。。 I realli felt very sorry .. Today i call 1 of my coach , to tell him tt i cant go for the trainin and the compoti. That min.. i hope he shout right into the phone... but he didnt.

I ... I wan my mummy to recover fast ... i don wan to see her like tt

2007-11-05T23:25:00.001+08:00

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--------- Today i ....................

2007-11-03T23:38:00.000+08:00

Today noth much intrestin happen... yup.. wake up after tt .. auntys come my house see my sick mummy... thn wow.. finalli gt ppl praise me.. long time nv hear ppl praise me liao. song leh! I help mumy this few days cos she is sick le.. hahahs.. thought wil hear naggin from aunty and granma they all but.. no leh.. haha thn praise me liao nvm. still buy me cloth worh.. after tt i quickly go out le.. be4 any thing not good happen.

Go trainin... learn new things today .... better memorise it b4 #@$% again hahahs.
Now is 11 some thing.. so i think i gtg .. i wan (_ _)Zzz liao // very tired // very6 very tired...
Alright .. Good night ^.^

2007-11-03T02:15:00.000+08:00

2007-11-03T02:03:00.000+08:00

Today went shoppin with mummy.. now mummy haven go zhi liao.. se s stil strong.. but this month 15 she goin... and she becomin very weak i kw.. very weak..So.. i wil be the 1 who takin care of her.. cos she my loveli mummy,

Befor tt day she goin bck to hospital... i mk sure i tidy the house till clean and wait for her to come back.

yup can say yesterday ,,. went shoppin with mummy.. she buy new shoes for me. the shoes tt i like it very muCH.. hahahs

Me now tryin to .. save a bit lah hahas,,, later no $$ thn die lo..
now chattin with my frewn.. shun bian update my blog... and... thn...........
noth els.. hahahaah,,
bye bye

2007-10-28T04:39:00.000+08:00

My computer spoli.. so .. uncle lent us him old com thn my com he tk bck to see wat wrong with my com.. nah beh,.... today tk bak liao thn my ipod de thing gone... then i tk 4 hour to find out hw to download back the thing.. so tt i can put my song.. all my song gone cos pluck in to a new computer mah.. tired nah.. i delete many thing thn try again.. gt 1 stupid web site keep popin out .. download liao thn don kw go where install hahahs,, thn i delete the whole thing . thn finalli can liao.. now still waiting.. wo hen lei arh!!!

2ml meetin keny at 10.. long tym nv meet him coz buzzi.. i mish him much much worh!!!
glad to hear .. he found a job.. but i quit my job.. nw 5 sh workin was much better thn last tym at pzh .

Clear and set mk my foot and finger all become so ugly with all skin out .. Yesterday went to si guan... se thn train dragon ....
thn .. oh .. down load hao liao ..
thn...
stupid.. so slow
thn...............
install.. thn .............
argh.. tired faster nah!!!
now install thr wat quick ime thing
thn copy file thn now ish....................................

aww wo yao zz liao...
now aready 4.47..

aww ok le.. now i want go orh orh le.. night

I hope it happen again and end with a happiness smile appearin on my face whn i wake upp

2007-10-24T22:58:00.000+08:00

Last night.... i dream .... i dream of bit again .. the same person.. the same condo..and same image..but dony kw why saw my 2 classmate appear... bothwearin weird shirt.

Waitin long .. waitin to be out ...waitin for calls.. watin for msg......waitin for accept request
But nothin happen...

Last night in dream i realli told myself hope it nt a dream... we walkin toward to a place where we hv been b4. He kissed me on my cheek. Thn i heard my alarm clock of my hp ring.It ring louder nd i cant even hear wat he tryin to tok to me. Thn i feelin cold and when i open my eyes. I was in my air con room. In the end it still a dream. How i wish i nv wake up.. stay with him 4 ever in the dream.

I lyin dwn on my bed a while to thibk it again.. i close my eys.. and try to slp again. but cannt sia.. hmmp.. thn i wake up bath liao.. went to school.

Hope tonight i will meet him again .. in dream

Yesterday i went to ...

2007-10-21T11:36:00.000+08:00

Yesterrday i went to lion dance chu si... Me long tym nv go dwn le. Went to cck there . hmm..my mum was alright n\but hv to wait till wed then kw wat goin on...Hope she alright.. hope tt thing on her neck was noth ...

pray for her bah!!! mummy!!!!! >.<

Today wake up at 11.. no body at home so bored and i lazy to go dwn and buy my lunch.. so onlne a while .. lata goin to meet frewn go out le. tatata........

2007-10-18T06:30:00.000+08:00

TODAY went to school in the morning .. noth to do.. no project for me... so boring .. lie dwn on table tok tok tok thn check hp thn tok tok .. distubb frewn who doin work.. thn...

This few days i didnt update my blog... many thing happen but i don wan to mention as it juz a small matter. Another thing im worried abt is my mum .. she is sick n i quit my job and waiting fir the register for the new course.

Im worried i cant get in to the course i wan.. but i hv confident in myself.. yeah...I now arh... 6.30 in the morning le.. i from yesterday didnt slp till now . thn later goin bugis shop with my frewn... hahah cant slp leh. jus t now whole night waitin movie in youtube.

Now gt flu some more.. cant slp. xin ku worh.>.<

now eyes pain pain.. body hot hot de.. no energy.. tired.. but if lie dwn on bed cannt breath COS I GT FLU AT THIS MOMENT!! ^.^

later mabe slp till 1 or 2 pm .. thn cal thm ask where they ly to . thn i go find them norh..

Yesterday after school i went to frewn house.. thn after ttthn go home lo.Brought 2 new sock.. pink colour de worh.. very suit my new black shoes. hee~

2007-10-14T01:11:00.000+08:00

Today wrkin full shift.. wah... tired si le.. leg dam painful.But earn$$ . yesterday is hari raya so the malays went 2 celebrate so dun need to work.. we chinese must must work . I atart at 12 in the afternoon and end at 11.so reach home almost 12.

gO home hug my baby hamster.. eww.. the first bite of it very icthy.. thn i put my hand there longer hw i kw it bite harder.. thn bleed le.. heee~

This few days im fine as i didnt think too much le . as i kw... he won appear again so no use i missin him n waitin.. im single nw le... ya .. some tym might feel lonely and jealous others but .. hahah i didnt intend to find 1 as i stil nt ready n hav the mood n feelin for a releationship... and also i don wan to hurt myself anymor..n i haven found the 1 i love.

now is 1.26am... im still awake ... waitin for my brother to come bck from his frewn house..... thn i can slp.heheehe. wahahahahahhahahah hahahahahahaahahhahaha.
Borinn...... noth to do .. so i type type type... in a mean while still dun kw wad to write... type type type....... dortttttt....lololololo...lalalla. err siian..

stop here.. i go slp le..... today blog so meaninless dort!!

>.<

2007-10-12T23:07:00.000+08:00

Again my com spoil.... nt be online these few day mYBE.. i hv qurrl with my sml bro juz now.. becox of some small matter..... my mum cry again.. i feel very wat to mk my mum cry ... she nw sick and im worried abt her health.... she told me her neck growin thing.. i ask her gp see doctor.. and she refuse some tym... tt day went to see doctor.. doctor say must go hospoital check. i very scare leh.. i wan pei her go nxt week.

every tym i and my bro qurrl.. nt he cry jiu shi my mum cry.. don kw cry for wat... she scare i might kil my bro huh or my bro kil me? think too much le... She don like we all lik this i kw . but some tym my bro realli de very the xx omg don kw hw to say ... feel like slapin his face into half.. i kw his age lah.. cos i also gt pass by tt age b4 and more even worst thn him...

Hope he faster grown up .. faster understand wat he doin thn god ...i worried his studies as he nw mad of gamin oni.. hey .. my bro hor.. gamin like 1 of his life.. no game he cannt live peacefuli de.. maple arh.. omg!! becos i don let him use com he use all type of langu of @$#$$% and shoot at me sia... ma de,!!! fed up de leh..

Just reali hope he faster grw up and dong shi.. thn wo jiu fang xin .. Especialy ,mumy ,, I wan mummy de body faster recover......... don wan any thing happen. aN dtoday i brought a new hamster... ohh baby de. so small so cute argh!! wan squeez nah!!!>.<

maynt be online these few days.. oh.. sian sian ...

i will not gib up de .. espcialli my study... whatever happen

2007-10-11T12:02:00.000+08:00

If something happen today that doesn't feel fair, i will rmb that life jux happen that way some time.
everybody cries some tym, n tt can b good. If i won b embarrassed. i will think of my tears watering the flower in my soul.
i will pay close attention to what i am doin . that can help me advoid mistake.
If i get left out of some thing, i try not to get upset cis it dosent mean necessarily mean im not liked

This week is bored

2007-10-10T23:48:00.000+08:00

This week is bored as i also plans thing to do during these few days. Off 3 day .... look after mummy. These few dat i been staying up late . can say nv slp lah.. all the way using computer but don kw what to do.. juzt sayin boring boring whenever my frewn pm me and ask waht am i doing... nxt month is the date where im goin to register the whatever course .

I realli must think of future plans le.. cannt juz stayin at home do nothing

But thn ... im worried abt 1 thing is.. i cant get into the course i wan.. And mouth say want tk o lvl .. but i kw myself patten.. always gib uo thing easily

I hv tok to my class teacher abt changin course . She lok a bit sad leh .. i kw she try very hard to help n now i say i wan change course.

I today wake up at 7pm.. lol dun say i pig nah it because yesterday nigthi i didnt slp mah.. then morning went to frewn house lo.. Bo liao de.. go there noth to do thn after tt i went home..

Today pass by yew tee.. tt stupid feeling again .. thn on the train i any how think this and tt liao .. omg!! what should i do nah..

Erm... Can i rewine the time back to tt date b4 i meet him mah? hahahah

He now at where i also dun kw.. Maybe advoidin me bah.. at least tell me he don wan contact with me le mah. Y let me keep waiting,,, He nv tell me tt i won stop waiting and thinkin de lah ...

Hmm.. todat wak up le.. thn go back room do whatever i need to do thn 10 m online . There is no game fer me to lay so i just any how go web site play game

That hw i spend the day

Thinkin of 2ml will very sian .. Cos im back to work again... u kw .. i don wan to work lah !! but cannt fly aroplane my frewn nah...

2007-10-07T01:33:00.000+08:00

Today morning went to course..... After tt meet kor to lion dance there . Today went there .. wwah.. so fun .... still same same... ppl there haven change. 2ml they gt chu si.. how i wish i 2ml can go. but gt work.. Think of 2ml gt work thn siian nah...

I don wan work liaooooo! ke yi mah.. bu k3 yi leh.. sign contr liiao.. at leqast half yr.
Kao eh..

Sian. well... this few month workin there hmm... tired is tired lah.. Heard some of thm there don realli like me.. haiz.. cos im slow learning?Sob.. nvm lah..xii guan le.. My luck missing liao... now do every thing also won shu shun li li de.. relationship also playin trick on me...

Hahaha ... my life why like tt arh... Sob.. my accept the fate bah .>.<
Today don kw why de.. play pool wib kor kor.. 7 round i nv win even once.. Pek cek arh... thn play till late le .. thn cai guai guai go home.. This hw i spent my day today norh

2007-10-06T03:11:00.000+08:00

Hmmm .... whn im feel @!$%%$ i wil spend $$$$$$$$ do all my shoppin mk myself happy thn go home.. if no $$C at the same time i will.................... yup..... i will ask frewn out go chill till happy thn go home.

Ya... Today i went to ad thn to yt th to je thn to jr thn go home.. i spent more thn $$300 buy all my thing and my pet de thing.. Feel better after tt.

Today morning i went to mee t my frewn at his or her house thn after tt Zzzzz . i felt alsp. cos nothin to. after went to god mummy house see her .. awww.. wang wang that doggy still there worh.. hahaaha i come in le .. thn she keep lickin my toe wahaha so wat lar!! hahaah i run all over the house . Mummy say i grow taller le,, ,hmmp of cause norh! Some more ask my arghh rou ma thing,, ask me gt bf or not sia.. arghhhh. she don kw my ex pass away de thing mah? maybe i nv tell her .

orh today mumy buy me many chocolate worh.... see oni but cannt eat more.. i fat liao .. eat some more later no ppl wan thn jia lad.. lol!! Tk many og wang wang the photo.. put in frenzter... hee so cute.
How i wish i hv a pet dog also. But mummy say cannt .. cos aready hv 2 hamster at home..
Today also brought a 5o some thing hair stylin bag pack. pLus $20 some thing de nail painting thing wow.. thn go home around 6 like tt.. hmm also a bit sad.cos today shoppin alone.. >.<

(o^_^o)

2007-10-03T17:07:00.000+08:00

I just wake up .. hee~ yesterday i 5 am thn slp. That y i slp till so late.. Later i goin to work le... ermmm.... siann.. Hope faster end. What a boring and unmeaniful day

(o^_^o)

2007-10-03T04:27:00.000+08:00

(o^_^o) - Today manager tok to me at pzh. She told me many thing.. seem like . her pro m as me? i should be strong i kw.......

(o^_^o) - After work went home . around 11 plus, online checkin mail.. Again i stick to the com till 4.29. which is now.. maybe goin to slp at 8 thn 4 pm wake up go work..

My life jus spend like tt? nope lo!! after school reopen .. i goin bck to my life style .. yeah ,, tt mean relex.
Heee ~ waitin to register the course i wan .. i wan i wan .. hope can go in .. hmm .. sure can go in wan !! Joycean Aim for the first 1 !!

This comin sat and sun maybe no off day fer me.. sian .. cos hari raya... the malays offf. if i nv work .. thn will less of stuff . so bo bian .. ting still hb to work..

(>_<#) I NT HAPPY TODAY

2007-09-27T00:56:00.001+08:00

I not happy i not happy i not happy i not happy i nit happyt cos at work manager today very lo so .. law law soh soh.... naggin lah .. hahaahahahaha

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2007-09-27T00:56:00.000+08:00

2007-09-24T19:14:00.000+08:00

Now sch holidea .... today i didnt work cos went to ctf course exam. Hw to reborn hair? cut? wash? eeee tis i kw lah.. but i forget b4 after condition must put wat oil whatever de. nah....... now in cpt room. Bored after tt late meetin my frewn and stay over night . juz nw de exam i guess be alright bah. Now usin frewn de lap top up date blogs.

well.. my frewn is slpin so i hv noth to do juz checkin mail. I am worried abt november the course i can gt in or not . My frewn and i goin for the register on novembr 3th lah i think so.
Currentli hv noth to do.. beside go to school find frewn tok and workin..well i don need to go to sch actualli but ju missin my frewn . tt y i go. hahahah

Nxt wek is my god kor de birthday. bird day lah!! cos always gib ppl jiao bin. Wonder wat present im goin to gib.A t shirt/ of a soft toy.. hee my kor collect soft toy de hahahaahahahh utra man and thoes monster.. naturo de toy all these kind of stuff. chey!! beng also need thoes?
Im thinkin weather should i go put tatto? hmmm feel like. a scorpion? well im not ah lian .. juz hm nv put b4 and feel like hvin 1....rmb!!! no other thing.. tatto is a art - t all...

Waitin for my nxt pay. thn i can go put..
woo.. bored... i wan go .. distub my frewn who is slpin now.. ok .. bye bye

12.51am

2007-09-22T00:49:00.000+08:00

i cant slp..... well.. now at aunty house . yesterday went to city hall wib xiao hui and the guys . Hmmm we shop around 2 thn went to the explanet there slack.... long tym we nv like tt gather together le. miss
Thanx weijie today . wat u do touch my heart.. thx u so much... but nt time even though any thing happen .. don use wack . tt guy also ob lah.. hahahahahah .
thn after tt meet my7 aunty go city hall. Walk till 7 smth thn go home.....

2007-09-21T22:56:00.001+08:00

2007-09-21T22:56:00.000+08:00

no title lah

2007-09-21T14:30:00.000+08:00

finalii tt crazy guy tt keep postin letter to me stop all tt .. i guess he kw i kw who is him .. yah it him >> my dear jker lllk.. ehh u think fuuny arh!! huh..!! si pai kia.. noth better to do go bang wall lah .. li li siao siao .. chey i thought who leh!! thought other erm erm!!! handsome guy .. lol. jk jk ... thz fer the .. arhh thoes small gift.. but .. but why h e gib me.. not my birthday wat.. hey!! but if my birthday present i don wan tooth brush lo!! kkekee..i now at my granma house nahx.. my house com .. spoil.. the cpu fan gt problem so i cant use lo. hmm..
without computer i will bored t death 1 ...

Yester day brought 2 new cloth tt cost me $$ .. hmm. ok lah.. happi can liao
since tt day i ___t the sto_y. stil noth happen. i missu .. realli must wait till 3 more month to kw weather is he stil alive? no cal no msg . i mk sure i peel off his skin this bo xim de frewn !!!!

2007-09-15T16:46:00.000+08:00

Again this thing happen since 2 month ago till now.... i been recivin letter and gift in my letter box.. My parent keep askin me who giv me 1.. ya it written : to joycean.. sure not my classmate my prsch clasmate or my lion dance frewn.. cos they don even kw my nick name call joycean. The letter !!u kw almost every day or every week i check letter box thn i reciv a letter.. some time wrote oni a word '' hi'' only!! and a present like tedy bear or chocolate or a pen.
Ya... i don kw who the idiot ..but last week i reciv a letter ... inside writen'' hey . wad u doin '' ! and a present in a cute little box.. inside fill with another paper written '' have u eaten'.. this fellow i think his or her tao nao bo ho seh.. mean i think he a bit crazy or watever... but yesterday i reciv a letter insdie written'' wah.... i now left 1 dollar .. hey wadn u doin now.. the present is a soft toy dog and a crash paper .. crash paper insid gt noth.... madness!!! But todY I reciv is .. oni a paper... inside wrote a poem. i read.. it very touch.. the poem is for me? i wonder,,,, but i still must find out which idiot is this who do all this .. such a crazy fellow.... at first .. i rmb the first letter from him or her is.. '' hi .. i been followin u .... but u cant se me... i wil protect u .. watever.... u stupid girll .. thn the present is....a bottle fill with star... again the next 3 day i get another thing.. i rmb is a letter which wrote.. '' hi .. did u go toilet and shit today... ..!!! thn the present is a pack of tissue paper.. !! haiz.. another leter is: hi...wat tooth paste do u use.. hmm i guess u nv brush teth de oh '' .. the present is a lollipop and a tooth brush.. wad a crazy fellow// hai. i hope i kw who tt person .. how
? wad to do. i try b4 to spy.. see who is tt . but maybe he oni come at night or mornin... i wonde..realli wan to kew who is tt

2007-09-09T22:13:00.000+08:00

She come back from work ... bath .... ate... sit infrount of the computer checkin her mail.... online games................ music....... laughter ............. 1.30pm.She was bored.... Her mind was blank... she close her eyes .. after tt.. continue gamin till. 3.35.

She off her game . About to check here mail. About to clse the mail box as she was bored . no 1 pm her in msn ... no 1 called her tt night.

She close her eyes...sudden MSN !! some 1 msg her in msn.. it was a frewn from online games..

They chat .. she promos to meet him but till now haven.. he told her tt he goin to ns in 10 days.. they chat and chat till a topic... The boy say he wanted to meet her so ...so she decided to meet him .. ya meet him at wat time? in the mornin at 5.30 at xxx place. She don kw why she go there so early juz to meet A guy tt she nv seen b4 .

5AM.. she change and she ready to leave the house..

When she reach there ..... she call him ... wow ... when she saw tt guy she shock!! wahh.. he gt tattio sia!! omg!! tt cool .. ya.. But she nv care lot.

They went to the condo swiming pool.. satter dwn.. they chat and chat ..

Then they decied to go .. back to tt guy house..

They go in while that guy mum was slpiin .. She went in his room . She was shock !! HIS ROOM WAS SO ROMANTIC!! Both of them in the room has noth to do. so tt guy on a vcd .. they watch .. watch and watch .. it about gang gang thing.

Thn .......... suddenli. it silent.. she look back at him.. he was closin his eye restin on his bed.. she look at him for a moment , Then she turn back..He ..... tickle her waist... thn she begin naughty and wack him back.. both of them playin hittin each other ... tt guy told her ,... she was the first girl who wack him ... no body dare.. the girl hack care... They playin... sudden.... the girl kiss him on his lip... both of them start kissin.,..

whn she kiss her mind was :

- Hope he be mind

- i wil serious to him

- i treat him well

- hope this kiss last forever

- i wan him to be mine

- i realise i love him more than i like him

- hope he kw tt why i kiss him.. it not becos she wan a 1 night stand

After tt.. she wisper to his ear: after 2ml.. forget all these.She wanted to kw his reply.. but he says ok.

Nvm... they stop for a while.. she wisper to him : sorry

She hold her to him chest..

hER MIND THINKIN:

- will he be mine?
- impossible right?
- i like whn he hug me
- i like the smell of him
- i like him to hug me this way ..
- i wan him to kw i love him even we juz meet today

she sit up and look at him.. then she wisper to his ear:

I wan _>
i wan tt ---->
She waitin for his reply..
he agree
And... They hv sex
she look in his eyes deep inside..
He hold her tight
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sEX---> her mind was thinkin ---->

- i wan him to be mind
- i give him cos i love him
- i nv gib any other stranger i first meet like tt b4
- why i ask him? i comfrim i love him
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- im very awake .. i very sure tt i love him
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AFTER HE DONE DONE WATEVER HE DONE
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AREADY 8.50

she decided to leave his house b4 his mum wake up..

1st floor ----> step out the condo..
she act liek she was strong---she actualii wanna tell.. wanna ask
: would u want to be with me? : did u ever like me from the min we meet till now?
: i kw it impossibel u choose me

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MRT station

- both of thenm went to 7 eleven.. for a drink... they CHAT FOR A WHILE... he light 1 chat ........................................... ... 2nd... .. chat ....................................3rd stick[finish his cans of coffe...... 10.14am.. He decided to leave... He ask me to go home... but she left 4 hours thn gt key go home.... so she told him to go first.. nv ask .. would he contact her again? or not any more .... we see..

After they say bye bye.... she kw tt he leavin.. she cant bare to see him leave but she don even care to look back.. juz hope he stop and turn back.. he didnt --- she kw he didt ... the sound of his chain far away ..... she kw he aready left.... She stand there facin the road abt 10 min.. She turn back.. she kw he left..
She took the train... on the train <> her mind think abt him.... back home
she msg him... she told him she like him.. wish he would meet her again.. he didnt reply.. she call him . he off his phone... whole night nv slp... she msg him... he didnt reply . mornin she call.. he finalli on his phon. but he didnt answer.. she kw .. he kw tt... She kw wat happen .. and at he thinkin...

HER MIND THINK WAT HE THINK:
- he think i cheap cos i gib him
- he think im ah lian but im not
- he think i oni wan sex with him tt all.. but im not
- he think i oni a yellow page in his friendster list...

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The nxt day workin time
her whole mind was him? the image of him
she miss him badli
wonder where is him
but ...

tt night she drink---
Go home
she understand.. she delete his contact... she delete him in msn.. cos maybe he aready delete her in msn

she look at his pic in friendster for hour thn delete him.
- i love him
- i hope he called me
- i wan him to kw tt i love him
- even he dont like me.. at least fuly my wish . i juz wan to see him very last time b4 he go in ns

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but ---- no msgh no call for him... untill today.. she still waiting.

I LOVE HIM
I WAN HIM TO BE MINE
HE IS THE 2ND PEROSN TT GIVE ME A STRONG FEELIN
EVEN 3 HOUR... I CAN SURE HE A NICE GUY
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i love him

2007-09-08T00:31:00.000+08:00

Today I NV GO SCHOOL HAHAS. today gt many customer sia.. many worh. wha . i run here and there clean here and there. so buzy .. wah.. cannt ta han liao. wan faint.. now reCH HOME LE.. LEG PAIN HAND PAIN NECK PAIN . wah so xin ku worh............

Today saw my ex . he bring his new gf to the restut .. hmm i think he nv saw me cos i gu yi don wan walk to tt table... lookin him..... the way he eat and the way he drink...... hmmm still cute like last time... look at him . feedin his gf the piece of cake wah. my heart suan suan liao.. like last time he feed me de sho hou. omg!!!! i also don kw y i gt a bit jealous leh hmmph! YAH IM JEAALOUS SO WAT!!!! HMMP.. BUT I DON LOVE HIM Le........

2 MORE DAYS IS MY BIRTHDy. .
Thn wat my plan 2ml i still nv go and think... hmm like tt norh. hahahs..
end here bAH .. very tired go to go orh orh liao. bye bye

2007-09-07T00:53:00.001+08:00

BABIES!!! U GT FOOL BY ME DO U KW?

2007-09-07T00:44:00.001+08:00

Today very tired.. after work i went home around 12.44 am liao thn log in hahahahs .
9 sep is my birthdat worh.. feelin sad cos i kw no 1 will celebrate for me.. cos i nv tell thm.. bo xim arh.. hmmph.

My birthday wish gt 3 . im strigii lah.. 1st is . .. i wan my family to be healthy.. 2nd is i can go in the course i want,... 3rd is ... i want to hv a new piano..Wonder y i didt wish for the person i like?? yeah i did hv admire.. but this nt as important ... love is depends on god.. wat god gib u .. u must accept tt wat now im always tellin myslef.. not urs mean not urs... every 1 .. when every 1 was born.. in their plam aready xie hao hao liao... every day also got new thing happen.. juzt like.. happiness is luck.. yah.. my life is -------- totaly very messy as im a attduit person so .. i think i smile less thn 5 time a day?.. maybe..
happiness is collectin luck.. well.. im collectin luck every day hahahas

2007-09-06T00:31:00.000+08:00

Today i went to s chool abt 12 .. cos lesson start at 1 mah.. hmm... i reach school .. today at clas all the way doin project nor.. solderin.. hai.. finish half way thn..
Today work time start at 6 norh.. before work me and my frewn went to westmall eat .. eat liao thn change norh.. change le thn we tk cap go dwn our work plc there... heng arh.. the person i very very fed up with de nvm come WAHHAHAAH might as well forever dun come lah.. c her face i wan puke all over the floor .. heart, lung all vomit out... hmmp . so angry. opps .. hah im not so violent de nah .. jk jk mah. hee~

Whoa !! my head appear 3 pimple liao. wahhh tao yan!!!!!! goin to get rid of it. i hate pimples!!

2007-09-05T02:31:00.000+08:00

today i nv go school i nv work.. cos i die die also must go dwn nee ann see my lion dance troope.. hmm.. i so nervous worh.. my frewn.. ms i think this yr taka first tym at taka? not sure lah.. but thn whn i see thm i feel veri huai nian lst time i also go wib thm .. hmm.. i long tym nv go le.. nxt yr i sure wan go dwn ,.. even thou wen yang lst.. but wen yang lion dance forever the best no matter wad !

haiz.. today suddenli stun tio sia..... after the first fall nvm. the second nvm.. third !! my heart suan suan teras fall out le... i kw my frewn he aready try very hard liao.. but thn........many thing had happan ...... tt y i waanted to come back n see.. haiz. my troope de ppl some of then thought i change troope le.. but i didnt.. mouth lst time say 气话 but i reali cat bare to live leave the troope. cos i aready in there almost 2 or 3 yrs le... hmm.. with thm is the best

2007-09-04T15:26:00.000+08:00

these few day .... no no .is yesterday ..... after _e left ..... His image keep appearin in my mind .. I also don kw wat goin on.. It my first time gt strong de feelin . hmmm.... work time de shi hou... my mind only thinkin abt the thinng happen in the morning... the image cant fuk off from my mine... wad to do?

I feel very wad leh... hmmm ...... haiz i also don kw wat im writin abt hahahas boring bah.. now ish 3.44 le.. argh!!! later goin dwn nee ann see lion dance compo wib my frewn ... haha hopee my lst time de troope win this .. get in final ... hah sure wil de nah.. hmmmmmm ...

2007-09-03T01:20:00.000+08:00

或许。。。是在 toture 自己吧。。。我有人养了。。。。又不是不够钱用。。。 For wat i go work leh. hahas.. dun kw leh... cos hmm stay at home also do noth thn go out with my >> hahah frewn later mummy say i learn bad watever.. so i go work lo.. at least gt extra money... i stil askin myself y i wan to work.. whn i work .. i nv think of pay leh.. i kw very tired damm tired... but dont kw why i still like tt.. any thing wrong arh me?? hahahhs

Today workin .. hmm.. ok lah. sm sm lo...wah.. i brk 2nd time.. brk the hmm cheese de bottle wahahahahaha..today wahaha hmm. naught naught abit lah..i distub 1 aunty.. hmmph who ask her.. first time i interview she so sia lan with my frewn hahahs,.,.,, lol.. ok lah.. i gt mk many frewn there,, pppl there some good some ok ok lah some bo chap bo chap lah.. like tt lo.. hahahs

2007-09-01T22:37:00.000+08:00

Today ..... i and my frewn t went to lucky plaza to deliver thing to the pizzahut .. thn afetr tt we went to shop shop.. wah .. long time nv shop le..hm i bought new bag and shoes lolx.. spent almost $20 plus like tt le.. thn wenrt to the peper watever go eat the bake rice.. yeee.. taste like $#@#$ maybe i don kw hw to eat lah.. Today very ma fan wor.. cos rainin mah.. thn while we walk wah.. i cha yi dian fall dwn alomost 3 time liao.. hahahahs . so...slipply worh

Thn after tt around 7 i go meet my another frewn . Thn we slack around my house area til almost 9 some thing thn i go home.. Today hmm.. npth intrestin nah.. wah .. gt .. 1 very fed up .. at mrt that time.. while i was on the way to jurong..
Got 1 aunty hor.. hmm look like 30 plus de aunty.. sudden step my shoes accidentali worh. thn nvm. she turn to me and give a lj face sia.. thn nvm.. cos the mrt very squeez.. lol i don blame.. thn nvm 2nd time she step on my leg she give the f face again sia.. lol hahah.. my leg so pain leh. nvm i keep quiet.. 3rd time she step on my leg de shi hou she look at my frewn in a very knn way thn look at me back.. thn sare stare sia.. lol nvm.. i nv care.. the 4th time she bang on me wah!! nvm u kw.. she stare at me like i bang on her like tt.. i very hot liao i say to her aunty arh.. y u stare at us like tt huh.. thn she stare at me nv tok. wah kao. tt time if not my frewn there hor.. i goin to gib tt aunty a tight slap on her face,.. lol jk jk . very angry de norh...

hahahhhas~

2007-08-31T14:29:00.000+08:00

Now is 2.29pm .. i juz wake up around 12 like tt .. lol today teacher day.. i nv go back lo. cos i need to go 4 school!! jurong pr to fone my or school teacher .. pioneer pr to find my pr teacher ... wwss to fond sec teacher thn ite teacher ai ya.. thn better dun go .. so ma fan. but i gt pass thm card liao. at least gt xim lo.. hahahs

Later goin out soon .. wah my card yesterday top up liao now left $2. cos i juzt now tok on phone with a frewn till very long..lol. ya now mummy juz ask eh ur phone $$ left how much.. lol. i say i don kw.. wahah if tell her i left $2 but yesterday juz top up she goin to wack me.. so beter don say any thing shhhh!!

Later goin to meet 1 of my frewn lol. say met at vivo.. hmm vivi jiu vivo lo. steady 1 lah.. hahs lol... nan de today no work.. thn compani my frewn go out lo. if nt mon to thur wah.. gt school gt work.. no time to msg frewn also . wahahahaa

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2007-08-30T01:00:00.000+08:00

Today at i wake up at 12 .. thn go to school around at 1.. lolx... thn go in class .. is madam ong and mr lee de lesson.. woo.
Thn whn i reach .. madam ong she first saw me thn ask me tk ruler and my job sheet to the frount.. at first i thought she wan scold me cos i dye my hair red.. thn in the end she nv scold.. she very xin xing de.. ask me take out my job sheet thn shevery slowli teach me how to draw and set the resister to the watever borad lah...

Hmm in my heart i feel liek she is a very nice teacher .. hen you xin xing de teacher .. she is the first teacher i hv ever seen so good de.. gt lah.. my form teacher mr lee also very good .. adoh he some time tok abit funny . but .. he realii a good teacher..
While madam ong teachin me.. wat she ask me i tried answer all correct back to her. to let her feel tt wah.. i finalli understand her teachin . let her feel happi.. she workin very hard for me to pass my exam.. But in my heart.. there 1 thing she haven kw .. Im not takin for the test as.. im changin course in november soon....

I wanted to tell her tt .. she can help the other im leavin any way... i miss my classmate.. after tt they .. i woth some of my frewn .. calvin. ding hao tt group off ppl tt alwais i don like.. we go to westen there.. they treat me soo good tt .. mostli they nv treat me this way.. my tears almost drop whn i think of leavin the school!! i miss my group.. tt grup tt i always hang around,,, i today tok to 1 of thm .. i say u all gt go westmall whn break time?.. i wan go with thm .. cos i wan see thm more b4 i leave the school.. hmmp. sad sad...

25/8

2007-08-28T00:34:00.000+08:00

Bck from work... juz bath hao >.< i sick liao nah!! today cough cough and flu plus fever. Thn work de time so xin ku worh.. heng my frewn gt panodol fer mie if nt i realli cry out de.Hmmm now thoat stil pain pain de.. mummy juz feed me eat medician. yee bitter de pui!!! i hate medician!!

Today i work tt time i keep lookin out of the pizzahut to see .. juz wish to see person appear. But he didnt hahas~

These few days emo emo de wo wat happen... lolx i don like emo lah.. hmmp

Today work de shi hou almost cry out .. no lah.. tears abit come.. heart suan suan de..
Saw a couple.. while i was beside cleanin table.. the guy say to the girl ... xxx ur mouth dirty .. thn he use his hand go clean for her wahh!! thn feed her ice cream .. thn he say to the girl..'' u very xin fu hor'' wah! i also wan leh... This remind me and my pass away bf kenny.
LOng time no ppl treat me so good liao worh.. i miss kenny!!lolx. haiz past is past liao. but don kw y .. thn today i went to toilet i suddenli cry leh.. a while thn i smile.. lol siao !! i laugh why i so silly to cry over this.. so xian mu tt couples worh.. heheeh

>.< I feel pain inside ! ! u nt around !! noth can mk me smile!!

2007-08-26T18:06:00.000+08:00

If xiao ben nv told me abt it ... i still realli thought he juz nv book out .. book in le .. also will book out de mah! where gt so long .. wo yi zhi qi dai ta book out lai pei wo !! If not tt day i heard xiao n ben tokin to kenrick.. i won kw he is now in jail!!!!!!!! Thn ly to me say he in camp.. he kw i will be very sad every time he kena this kind of thing.. he 18 tt yr go in boy home mk me cry don kw how many days le.. come out le still don wan change? After tt nvm .. say will change ok .. .. thn every time worried u outside do wat.. ish him and and his bros de thing .. boy de thing so i nv ask him much .. but always who help him clean blood? who take him to the clinic? who go to police station with him? WHy?!! wan me follow him izit? bad till like tt... why cant he juz be a normal boy
?
He end up like this cos i kw .. he has no love!! no love from his family !! wat he hv oni brothers!! haiz... i cant bare to see him injd every where i heart pain .. heng he oni my gan kor kor.. if is my bf thn he sure !!! kena !! argh!! i sure kill him!!! argh!!! peel his skin off!!! argh!!!

Beside my ps away bf, and oni him can mk me feel an quan gan!! wat the fuark!! now he go jail how abt me?? he go jail le.. no ppl sayang joycean liao !! very angry!! at this moment u know wat i feel like doin? i feel like goin to the plc where he is now>. go hug him tight tight thn gib him 1 tight slap thn peel his skin off thn kill him!!! haiz.. i swear he com out i sure wack him hard!!

2007-08-26T01:21:00.000+08:00

^^ - back .. he call me lst nigh

2007-08-26T00:33:00.000+08:00

Juz back hm ..today actuali mornin goin meet my frewn de. around 8 i wake up thn still nv reciv calls... thn i go slp back lo.. thn ....thn manager call .. ask me go work .. lol!! wahhhhh!!! so sian worh..But in the end still go.. today work 12pm to 10 am ... stand till leg pain ... hahahs..

Noth to say abt job le ... But gt 1 thing ish.. haiz... I!!! promiss .. promiss i won any how go kw online frewn liao , cos later sm thing happen.. xi huan shang ta thn .. .. hen xin ku leh.. lol... also dono wat im tryin to say.. But now i say ... i hv mine!! aready!! So what i wan to say ish.. hmm.. yesterday night he call me!! who is he? he lo.. a guy i kw online.. we caht abt 2 yr liao .. nv meet .. finalli before 2 month we met ... thn .. tt time we meet le.. we hv many thing to chat abt !! so fun.. after tt nxt day we still meet and go out .. abt in 1 month we meet more thn 20 time, can say everyday lah.. He call me out tt day .. he say he wan to go to the est coast prk to play roller blade. Tn in the end nv play .. cos he say his leg pain.. we walk and walk . thn we sat on the rock there tok.. tok and tok.. he took out his guitar.. he play a song.. don kw wat song lah.. thn... i think of some thing .. of my pass away bf .. i cry le.. he use his arm around me tight,, i wan to siam !! but he arm lock me.. he push me to his chest and continue singin till he finish his song.. in tt min .. i realise i like him le. Thn after t i tok less.. thn i we mgo home4 around 10.. he sent me hm with his bike.. .. I nv msg him like i do last time.. cos i don kw wat happen.. he cal me whn he reach hm .. he asdk me to be with him... But i reject ,, cos .. he is , rich , high class, very wat .. i think myself won suit him ,, i afraid im throw his face infount of his frewn.. whn my frewn kw abt this say just shoot me a word ! stupid! .. HAHA YA.. NOW THINK LE ALSO STUPID.. ... i kw i love him de. but thn,, bhahah .. but nowi aready for get clear clear le.. we now just frewn -- tt all.. i hv mine aready!! but don kw lst till whn.. just wan to say ... yesterday he call me... he remind me all this thing.. tt mk me .. today the whole day keep thinkin abt this lo. haha.. lolx.. but thn haiz.. nv think more lah.. say out at least i feel better mah... whew!!

^_* Back home oready , tired tired tired

2007-08-24T00:29:00.000+08:00

Juz bath hao ... thn bloggin.. today arh i went to school around 10 thn after 1st lesson .. i wib my classmate go bk panjang walk walk . i actualii wan buy contant lens.. but thn must book 1 lor lazy go bck there s o in the end nv buy.

Then after tt go arcade play lo.. lol.. wo de yun qi so low !! cos.. xx nvm.. pek cek diao lah!!! Today hor..i actualli gt 1 test de.. but i nv go ,.. cos in the end i still change course.. pass of fail also lololo .. haiz.. i feel a bit wad leh.. i thinin of givin up this course.. means i don need to attend this school liao .. i want change course to hair stylin worh.. thn aim o lvl thn poly.. cos eletronc nt my intrest.. but I realii SHE BU DE MY FRIENDS, ESPECIALLY MY CLASSMATE.. TT GROUP in school... think le some time heart pain pain de.. don kw thy kw mah.. lolx.. don care lah!!

Some time think liao hui cry abit .. thn a while smile liao hahah ... :)

thh today go work.. lolx.. ok lah.. very tired.. stand till leg pain. arh thn clean table de shi hou yeee ahh hand dirty dirty de.. hahah lolx but very fun.. stupid thing is i do the pepper thing hor.. thn i blow my watch thn the pepper wah!! brom!! right on to my face !! wahh pain leh eyes.. i cry liao lah1! LOLX.. thn kao eh .. go home wash face liao face still pain pain de.. haHA.. SO TODAY STILL OK LAH,, BUT .. NEED ppl massage my back.. lol.. so tiring

Back home >.< so tired

2007-08-23T00:28:00.000+08:00

Today work till 11 some thing reach home .. so tired .. bath liao come out aready 12.29 am... hahahas. Today learn hw to take order and serve.. wahhhh!! so jin zhang worhx... stand the whole day till leg pain hahahs. Tml will be the first day workin lo.. becos last three day oni trainin mah. This afternoon i wib my frewn go xx de client injection wor.. hee~ not pain not pain!! Thn after tt we go play pool lo.. kao eh!! i every time lose de.. lol cannt cannt ! must practice mor ahh 1 day also must win ah yih kor kor they all ! mhmmph every time laugh at me de.. Qite fun lah today.. hmmm.

Tml my clas start at 9 something and end at 6... thn after tt go work again till night 1o thn go home.. saturday zui hao de~~ sat nv work hahas~ thn can go gai gai liiao ^^
Today xx call me again, maybe...... i myself also cant forghet the memories whn we hv been together lst time.. i juz feel like telllin him.. can he stop! don treat me so good.. i will feel uncomfortable .. i myself also don kw weather i still love him? but every time i heard his voice... i feel like seein him .. haiz.. over is over ! I kw i hurt him badly becos of that thing happen lst lst yr.. i reject him in a way tt hurt him so badli.. after tt thn i realise i likes him.. nah it last time de shi liao . now no le... just wab him to be my FRIEND forever .. tt all~
And gtg.. he callin again .... lolx

^^ Today was ---- fun,tired,soso

2007-08-22T00:35:00.000+08:00

Today i went to school late my class at 8 but i go at 10.. hahahs today oh is my s2nd day trainin at pizzahut worh .. aready start learing basic de. clearing the table and greeting haha .. so fun~ i like this job worhx,,, today first time 1 hand handle so glasses.. hahah of cause scare later i fall and brk it .. but today i didt.. but don kw the rest of the ~` laster brk mor many thing in a weel thn jia lad.. lol choi1 won de ...!!*%#@

Thn reach
nite nite >.<

update soon
home abt 11 something.. so tired... vewin frenzter thn chat box thn bloggin lo.. hahas~ wan to slp liao ...

2007-08-19T18:23:00.000+08:00

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

hahah~ loves u guy~ thx fer every thing. i wil treasure u all de :frewn forever... my blogg black blank de.. will update soon.. nahx... u all gib de coment funny neh... update son nah.. kao eh keep sayin y no tag de .. ~
SAY LE UPDATE SOON LAH SI GUI!!

hahhaah~

this morin went to hougang with ah yi kor kor meet his frewn lor.. u kw arh... he a weird guy.. dono y juz feel weird.2ml gt school leh.. sianx.. haiz.. why xx like ti li siao me leh. mor tl de is they think im crazy tokin on the phone whn ther no line.. siao kia.. thy thn siao . knn mk til i si beh tl.. nort i tokin to myself ish they DON HV MINE NEW NUMBER !! KAO EH hahahas~

this few days my frewn kep callin me.,.. say tt she hv relationship pro with his bf .. haizz i kw de.. i kw his bf de patten... cos he once my ex also!!

i worried she might do somethnig sily norh... haiz.. 2ml first day work bah.hee~ you yi dian scare scare worh hahahs~

first day work surelii gt #$^^$% thing hapen 1 .. but ren lo.. wei le yao earn $$ ye yao ren...

hope myself doin well yeah~ jia you!!

my plns oh ish nxt yr goin to learn hair stylin de course le.. it 1 of my intrest.thn shun bian tk o level.. lolx can crop up mah~ think can bah..bu yao xiao kan wo oh!!

now is 18:34 le.. still online.. noth to do so bloggin lo... write de hai shi yi dui bo liao eh stuff happening .

later arnd 9 plus must go pack my thing fer 2ml school le...

2007-08-19T18:12:00.000+08:00

2007-08-19T18:07:00.000+08:00

3.50 CANT SLPP !!!

2007-08-19T03:48:00.000+08:00

now 3.50 mid night le.. so cold .. haiz.. i cant slp leh.. cos cant slp lo..hmm jiu shi cant slp lo.. tt y haven slp lo.. but thn nv slp can dop wat neh? gamin? don wan lah .. sian lah.. must well slp lo. but thn jiu shi cannt slp lo.. wah!!! so lame lo.. haha but noth to do., friendster dono i view how may time.. mPLE.. hmm don wan ply le.. msn.. chat lai chat qu atill the same..

joycean: hi
msn: hi
joycean?:wad u doin
msn:or noth boring
joycena:i also boring lo. chat abt wat
msn: any thing
joycean: oh #^$%^&&
msn: oh haha W@%$^^
joycean: sian~
msn: sian~

talk lai tok qu sti the same

gt lah. gt thing to chat .. even many thing to chat de after chat finish also sian.. jiu wait till tired thn z lo. dono y i write rubbish leh..must not pose out lo,, lol x but in the end.. eh.. opps i oready post out le.. hahahahahah .. crazy .. i go slp le night night

Be who u want to be

2007-08-18T23:27:00.000+08:00

If something happen today that doesn't feel fair, i will rmb that life jux happen that way some time.

everybody cries some tym, n tt can b good. If i won b embarrassed. i will think of my tears watering the flower in my soul.

i will pay close attention to what i am doin . that can help me advoid mistake.

If i get left out of some thing, i try not to get upset cis it dosent mean necessarily mean im not liked

XXJoycean.first.blogXX

2007-08-18T23:01:00.000+08:00

My name is joycean.. my nick XD last time ppl use to call me tt some call me elena or ting or watever . this my first blog, i use to write dairy de but thn scare parent or whoever see it .. so nv write le.. tt y create a blog lo.

Today no ppl jio me out nah tt y nv go out .. hm gt nah.. hmm xxx lo. He ask me out again. But i kw every time i went out with him in the end i wil nv go home de.. cos i realli like to be with him.. we hv many thing to say abt .. hmm i admit i xi huan shang ta le.. but i didnt tel him worh.. he treat me very good too. He ask me tt night on the phone..he say he wan to be with me.. but i reject.. he attach any way lar... si gui!! attach le still ask me argh!!!

I he say he can brk up with his now gf becos of me, i reject him and i told him if he can becos of me he brk up with his nw gf.. nxt time he can also can becos other girl brk up with me de... hmm.. nah... even 1 day my bf treat e like tt hor.. im sure let him si zai wo shou zhang xing de wahahaha!!! tear him into pieces and thn.. noth
XD....

So today hw i spent my day neh ish.. i stay at home slp .. slpppppppppppppppppppp till 6.30 thn wk up lolx.. at night don need slp liao . so alert hahahs.. like tt lo. And today so happi worh ... finalli found a job... a part time job nah.. lolx.. my school time table also very the nice worh hahahs hee! gt $$ thn can go gai gai leh >.^