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Joyc3an

17 yrs old

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Friday, August 31, 2007 ♥

Now is 2.29pm .. i juz wake up around 12 like tt .. lol today teacher day.. i nv go back lo. cos i need to go 4 school!! jurong pr to fone my or school teacher .. pioneer pr to find my pr teacher ... wwss to fond sec teacher thn ite teacher ai ya.. thn better dun go .. so ma fan. but i gt pass thm card liao. at least gt xim lo.. hahahs

Later goin out soon .. wah my card yesterday top up liao now left $2. cos i juzt now tok on phone with a frewn till very long..lol. ya now mummy juz ask eh ur phone $$ left how much.. lol. i say i don kw.. wahah if tell her i left $2 but yesterday juz top up she goin to wack me.. so beter don say any thing shhhh!!


Later goin to meet 1 of my frewn lol. say met at vivo.. hmm vivi jiu vivo lo. steady 1 lah.. hahs lol... nan de today no work.. thn compani my frewn go out lo. if nt mon to thur wah.. gt school gt work.. no time to msg frewn also . wahahahaa

Thursday, August 30, 2007 ♥ ....

Today at i wake up at 12 .. thn go to school around at 1.. lolx... thn go in class .. is madam ong and mr lee de lesson.. woo.
Thn whn i reach .. madam ong she first saw me thn ask me tk ruler and my job sheet to the frount.. at first i thought she wan scold me cos i dye my hair red.. thn in the end she nv scold.. she very xin xing de.. ask me take out my job sheet thn shevery slowli teach me how to draw and set the resister to the watever borad lah...

Hmm in my heart i feel liek she is a very nice teacher .. hen you xin xing de teacher .. she is the first teacher i hv ever seen so good de.. gt lah.. my form teacher mr lee also very good .. adoh he some time tok abit funny . but .. he realii a good teacher..
While madam ong teachin me.. wat she ask me i tried answer all correct back to her. to let her feel tt wah.. i finalli understand her teachin . let her feel happi.. she workin very hard for me to pass my exam.. But in my heart.. there 1 thing she haven kw .. Im not takin for the test as.. im changin course in november soon....

I wanted to tell her tt .. she can help the other im leavin any way... i miss my classmate.. after tt they .. i woth some of my frewn .. calvin. ding hao tt group off ppl tt alwais i don like.. we go to westen there.. they treat me soo good tt .. mostli they nv treat me this way.. my tears almost drop whn i think of leavin the school!! i miss my group.. tt grup tt i always hang around,,, i today tok to 1 of thm .. i say u all gt go westmall whn break time?.. i wan go with thm .. cos i wan see thm more b4 i leave the school.. hmmp. sad sad...

Tuesday, August 28, 2007 ♥ 25/8

Bck from work... juz bath hao >.< i sick liao nah!! today cough cough and flu plus fever. Thn work de time so xin ku worh.. heng my frewn gt panodol fer mie if nt i realli cry out de.Hmmm now thoat stil pain pain de.. mummy juz feed me eat medician. yee bitter de pui!!! i hate medician!!

Today i work tt time i keep lookin out of the pizzahut to see .. juz wish to see person appear. But he didnt hahas~

These few days emo emo de wo wat happen... lolx i don like emo lah.. hmmp

Today work de shi hou almost cry out .. no lah.. tears abit come.. heart suan suan de..
Saw a couple.. while i was beside cleanin table.. the guy say to the girl ... xxx ur mouth dirty .. thn he use his hand go clean for her wahh!! thn feed her ice cream .. thn he say to the girl..'' u very xin fu hor'' wah! i also wan leh... This remind me and my pass away bf kenny.
LOng time no ppl treat me so good liao worh.. i miss kenny!!lolx. haiz past is past liao. but don kw y .. thn today i went to toilet i suddenli cry leh.. a while thn i smile.. lol siao !! i laugh why i so silly to cry over this.. so xian mu tt couples worh.. heheeh

Sunday, August 26, 2007 ♥ >.< I feel pain inside ! ! u nt around !! noth can mk me smile!!

If xiao ben nv told me abt it ... i still realli thought he juz nv book out .. book in le .. also will book out de mah! where gt so long .. wo yi zhi qi dai ta book out lai pei wo !! If not tt day i heard xiao n ben tokin to kenrick.. i won kw he is now in jail!!!!!!!! Thn ly to me say he in camp.. he kw i will be very sad every time he kena this kind of thing.. he 18 tt yr go in boy home mk me cry don kw how many days le.. come out le still don wan change? After tt nvm .. say will change ok .. .. thn every time worried u outside do wat.. ish him and and his bros de thing .. boy de thing so i nv ask him much .. but always who help him clean blood? who take him to the clinic? who go to police station with him? WHy?!! wan me follow him izit? bad till like tt... why cant he juz be a normal boy
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He end up like this cos i kw .. he has no love!! no love from his family !! wat he hv oni brothers!! haiz... i cant bare to see him injd every where i heart pain .. heng he oni my gan kor kor.. if is my bf thn he sure !!! kena !! argh!! i sure kill him!!! argh!!! peel his skin off!!! argh!!!


Beside my ps away bf, and oni him can mk me feel an quan gan!! wat the fuark!! now he go jail how abt me?? he go jail le.. no ppl sayang joycean liao !! very angry!! at this moment u know wat i feel like doin? i feel like goin to the plc where he is now>. go hug him tight tight thn gib him 1 tight slap thn peel his skin off thn kill him!!! haiz.. i swear he com out i sure wack him hard!!

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♥ ^^ - back .. he call me lst nigh

Juz back hm ..today actuali mornin goin meet my frewn de. around 8 i wake up thn still nv reciv calls... thn i go slp back lo.. thn ....thn manager call .. ask me go work .. lol!! wahhhhh!!! so sian worh..But in the end still go.. today work 12pm to 10 am ... stand till leg pain ... hahahs..

Noth to say abt job le ... But gt 1 thing ish.. haiz... I!!! promiss .. promiss i won any how go kw online frewn liao , cos later sm thing happen.. xi huan shang ta thn .. .. hen xin ku leh.. lol... also dono wat im tryin to say.. But now i say ... i hv mine!! aready!! So what i wan to say ish.. hmm.. yesterday night he call me!! who is he? he lo.. a guy i kw online.. we caht abt 2 yr liao .. nv meet .. finalli before 2 month we met ... thn .. tt time we meet le.. we hv many thing to chat abt !! so fun.. after tt nxt day we still meet and go out .. abt in 1 month we meet more thn 20 time, can say everyday lah.. He call me out tt day .. he say he wan to go to the est coast prk to play roller blade. Tn in the end nv play .. cos he say his leg pain.. we walk and walk . thn we sat on the rock there tok.. tok and tok.. he took out his guitar.. he play a song.. don kw wat song lah.. thn... i think of some thing .. of my pass away bf .. i cry le.. he use his arm around me tight,, i wan to siam !! but he arm lock me.. he push me to his chest and continue singin till he finish his song.. in tt min .. i realise i like him le. Thn after t i tok less.. thn i we mgo home4 around 10.. he sent me hm with his bike.. .. I nv msg him like i do last time.. cos i don kw wat happen.. he cal me whn he reach hm .. he asdk me to be with him... But i reject ,, cos .. he is , rich , high class, very wat .. i think myself won suit him ,, i afraid im throw his face infount of his frewn.. whn my frewn kw abt this say just shoot me a word ! stupid! .. HAHA YA.. NOW THINK LE ALSO STUPID.. ... i kw i love him de. but thn,, bhahah .. but nowi aready for get clear clear le.. we now just frewn -- tt all.. i hv mine aready!! but don kw lst till whn.. just wan to say ... yesterday he call me... he remind me all this thing.. tt mk me .. today the whole day keep thinkin abt this lo. haha.. lolx.. but thn haiz.. nv think more lah.. say out at least i feel better mah... whew!!

Friday, August 24, 2007 ♥ ^_* Back home oready , tired tired tired

Thursday, August 23, 2007 ♥ Back home >.< so tired

Today work till 11 some thing reach home .. so tired .. bath liao come out aready 12.29 am... hahahas. Today learn hw to take order and serve.. wahhhh!! so jin zhang worhx... stand the whole day till leg pain hahahs. Tml will be the first day workin lo.. becos last three day oni trainin mah. This afternoon i wib my frewn go xx de client injection wor.. hee~ not pain not pain!! Thn after tt we go play pool lo.. kao eh!! i every time lose de.. lol cannt cannt ! must practice mor ahh 1 day also must win ah yih kor kor they all ! mhmmph every time laugh at me de.. Qite fun lah today.. hmmm.


Tml my clas start at 9 something and end at 6... thn after tt go work again till night 1o thn go home.. saturday zui hao de~~ sat nv work hahas~ thn can go gai gai liiao ^^
Today xx call me again, maybe...... i myself also cant forghet the memories whn we hv been together lst time.. i juz feel like telllin him.. can he stop! don treat me so good.. i will feel uncomfortable .. i myself also don kw weather i still love him? but every time i heard his voice... i feel like seein him .. haiz.. over is over ! I kw i hurt him badly becos of that thing happen lst lst yr.. i reject him in a way tt hurt him so badli.. after tt thn i realise i likes him.. nah it last time de shi liao . now no le... just wab him to be my FRIEND forever .. tt all~
And gtg.. he callin again .... lolx

Wednesday, August 22, 2007 ♥ ^^ Today was ---- fun,tired,soso

Today i went to school late my class at 8 but i go at 10.. hahahs today oh is my s2nd day trainin at pizzahut worh .. aready start learing basic de. clearing the table and greeting haha .. so fun~ i like this job worhx,,, today first time 1 hand handle so glasses.. hahah of cause scare later i fall and brk it .. but today i didt.. but don kw the rest of the ~` laster brk mor many thing in a weel thn jia lad.. lol choi1 won de ...!!*%#@

Thn reach

nite nite >.<

update soon

home abt 11 something.. so tired... vewin frenzter thn chat box thn bloggin lo.. hahas~ wan to slp liao ...

Sunday, August 19, 2007 ♥

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♥ 3.50 CANT SLPP !!!

now 3.50 mid night le.. so cold .. haiz.. i cant slp leh.. cos cant slp lo..hmm jiu shi cant slp lo.. tt y haven slp lo.. but thn nv slp can dop wat neh? gamin? don wan lah .. sian lah.. must well slp lo. but thn jiu shi cannt slp lo.. wah!!! so lame lo.. haha but noth to do., friendster dono i view how may time.. mPLE.. hmm don wan ply le.. msn.. chat lai chat qu atill the same..


joycean: hi
msn: hi
joycean?:wad u doin
msn:or noth boring
joycena:i also boring lo. chat abt wat
msn: any thing
joycean: oh #^$%^&&
msn: oh haha W@%$^^
joycean: sian~
msn: sian~


talk lai tok qu sti the same

gt lah. gt thing to chat .. even many thing to chat de after chat finish also sian.. jiu wait till tired thn z lo. dono y i write rubbish leh..must not pose out lo,, lol x but in the end.. eh.. opps i oready post out le.. hahahahahah .. crazy .. i go slp le night night

Saturday, August 18, 2007 ♥ Be who u want to be

♥ XXJoycean.first.blogXX

My name is joycean.. my nick XD last time ppl use to call me tt some call me elena or ting or watever . this my first blog, i use to write dairy de but thn scare parent or whoever see it .. so nv write le.. tt y create a blog lo.

Today no ppl jio me out nah tt y nv go out .. hm gt nah.. hmm xxx lo. He ask me out again. But i kw every time i went out with him in the end i wil nv go home de.. cos i realli like to be with him.. we hv many thing to say abt .. hmm i admit i xi huan shang ta le.. but i didnt tel him worh.. he treat me very good too. He ask me tt night on the phone..he say he wan to be with me.. but i reject.. he attach any way lar... si gui!! attach le still ask me argh!!!

I he say he can brk up with his now gf becos of me, i reject him and i told him if he can becos of me he brk up with his nw gf.. nxt time he can also can becos other girl brk up with me de... hmm.. nah... even 1 day my bf treat e like tt hor.. im sure let him si zai wo shou zhang xing de wahahaha!!! tear him into pieces and thn.. noth
XD....

So today hw i spent my day neh ish.. i stay at home slp .. slpppppppppppppppppppp till 6.30 thn wk up lolx.. at night don need slp liao . so alert hahahs.. like tt lo. And today so happi worh ... finalli found a job... a part time job nah.. lolx.. my school time table also very the nice worh hahahs hee! gt $$ thn can go gai gai leh >.^

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