Thursday, September 27, 2007 ♥
(>_<#) I NT HAPPY TODAY
I not happy i not happy i not happy i not happy i nit happyt cos at work manager today very lo so .. law law soh soh.... naggin lah .. hahaahahahaha
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Monday, September 24, 2007 ♥
Now sch holidea .... today i didnt work cos went to ctf course exam. Hw to reborn hair? cut? wash? eeee tis i kw lah.. but i forget b4 after condition must put wat oil whatever de. nah....... now in cpt room. Bored after tt late meetin my frewn and stay over night . juz nw de exam i guess be alright bah. Now usin frewn de lap top up date blogs.
well.. my frewn is slpin so i hv noth to do juz checkin mail. I am worried abt november the course i can gt in or not . My frewn and i goin for the register on novembr 3th lah i think so.
Currentli hv noth to do.. beside go to school find frewn tok and workin..well i don need to go to sch actualli but ju missin my frewn . tt y i go. hahahah
Nxt wek is my god kor de birthday. bird day lah!! cos always gib ppl jiao bin. Wonder wat present im goin to gib.A t shirt/ of a soft toy.. hee my kor collect soft toy de hahahaahahahh utra man and thoes monster.. naturo de toy all these kind of stuff. chey!! beng also need thoes?
Im thinkin weather should i go put tatto? hmmm feel like. a scorpion? well im not ah lian .. juz hm nv put b4 and feel like hvin 1....rmb!!! no other thing.. tatto is a art - t all...
Waitin for my nxt pay. thn i can go put..
woo.. bored... i wan go .. distub my frewn who is slpin now.. ok .. bye bye
Saturday, September 22, 2007 ♥
12.51am
i cant slp..... well.. now at aunty house . yesterday went to city hall wib xiao hui and the guys . Hmmm we shop around 2 thn went to the explanet there slack.... long tym we nv like tt gather together le. miss
Thanx weijie today . wat u do touch my heart.. thx u so much... but nt time even though any thing happen .. don use wack . tt guy also ob lah.. hahahahahah .
thn after tt meet my7 aunty go city hall. Walk till 7 smth thn go home.....
Friday, September 21, 2007 ♥
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no title lah
finalii tt crazy guy tt keep postin letter to me stop all tt .. i guess he kw i kw who is him .. yah it him >> my dear jker lllk.. ehh u think fuuny arh!! huh..!! si pai kia.. noth better to do go bang wall lah .. li li siao siao .. chey i thought who leh!! thought other erm erm!!! handsome guy .. lol. jk jk ... thz fer the .. arhh thoes small gift.. but .. but why h e gib me.. not my birthday wat.. hey!! but if my birthday present i don wan tooth brush lo!! kkekee..i now at my granma house nahx.. my house com .. spoil.. the cpu fan gt problem so i cant use lo. hmm..
without computer i will bored t death 1 ...
Yester day brought 2 new cloth tt cost me $$ .. hmm. ok lah.. happi can liao
since tt day i ___t the sto_y. stil noth happen. i missu .. realli must wait till 3 more month to kw weather is he stil alive? no cal no msg . i mk sure i peel off his skin this bo xim de frewn !!!!
Saturday, September 15, 2007 ♥
Again this thing happen since 2 month ago till now.... i been recivin letter and gift in my letter box.. My parent keep askin me who giv me 1.. ya it written : to joycean.. sure not my classmate my prsch clasmate or my lion dance frewn.. cos they don even kw my nick name call joycean. The letter !!u kw almost every day or every week i check letter box thn i reciv a letter.. some time wrote oni a word '' hi'' only!! and a present like tedy bear or chocolate or a pen.
Ya... i don kw who the idiot ..but last week i reciv a letter ... inside writen'' hey . wad u doin '' ! and a present in a cute little box.. inside fill with another paper written '' have u eaten'.. this fellow i think his or her tao nao bo ho seh.. mean i think he a bit crazy or watever... but yesterday i reciv a letter insdie written'' wah.... i now left 1 dollar .. hey wadn u doin now.. the present is a soft toy dog and a crash paper .. crash paper insid gt noth.... madness!!! But todY I reciv is .. oni a paper... inside wrote a poem. i read.. it very touch.. the poem is for me? i wonder,,,, but i still must find out which idiot is this who do all this .. such a crazy fellow.... at first .. i rmb the first letter from him or her is.. '' hi .. i been followin u .... but u cant se me... i wil protect u .. watever.... u stupid girll .. thn the present is....a bottle fill with star... again the next 3 day i get another thing.. i rmb is a letter which wrote.. '' hi .. did u go toilet and shit today... ..!!! thn the present is a pack of tissue paper.. !! haiz.. another leter is: hi...wat tooth paste do u use.. hmm i guess u nv brush teth de oh '' .. the present is a lollipop and a tooth brush.. wad a crazy fellow// hai. i hope i kw who tt person .. how
? wad to do. i try b4 to spy.. see who is tt . but maybe he oni come at night or mornin... i wonde..realli wan to kew who is tt
Sunday, September 9, 2007 ♥
She come back from work ... bath .... ate... sit infrount of the computer checkin her mail.... online games................ music....... laughter ............. 1.30pm.She was bored.... Her mind was blank... she close her eyes .. after tt.. continue gamin till. 3.35.
She off her game . About to check here mail. About to clse the mail box as she was bored . no 1 pm her in msn ... no 1 called her tt night.
She close her eyes...sudden MSN !! some 1 msg her in msn.. it was a frewn from online games..
They chat .. she promos to meet him but till now haven.. he told her tt he goin to ns in 10 days.. they chat and chat till a topic... The boy say he wanted to meet her so ...so she decided to meet him .. ya meet him at wat time? in the mornin at 5.30 at xxx place. She don kw why she go there so early juz to meet A guy tt she nv seen b4 .
5AM.. she change and she ready to leave the house..
When she reach there ..... she call him ... wow ... when she saw tt guy she shock!! wahh.. he gt tattio sia!! omg!! tt cool .. ya.. But she nv care lot.
They went to the condo swiming pool.. satter dwn.. they chat and chat ..
Then they decied to go .. back to tt guy house..
They go in while that guy mum was slpiin .. She went in his room . She was shock !! HIS ROOM WAS SO ROMANTIC!! Both of them in the room has noth to do. so tt guy on a vcd .. they watch .. watch and watch .. it about gang gang thing.
Thn .......... suddenli. it silent.. she look back at him.. he was closin his eye restin on his bed.. she look at him for a moment , Then she turn back..He ..... tickle her waist... thn she begin naughty and wack him back.. both of them playin hittin each other ... tt guy told her ,... she was the first girl who wack him ... no body dare.. the girl hack care... They playin... sudden.... the girl kiss him on his lip... both of them start kissin.,..
whn she kiss her mind was :
- Hope he be mind
- i wil serious to him
- i treat him well
- hope this kiss last forever
- i wan him to be mine
- i realise i love him more than i like him
- hope he kw tt why i kiss him.. it not becos she wan a 1 night stand
After tt.. she wisper to his ear: after 2ml.. forget all these.She wanted to kw his reply.. but he says ok.
Nvm... they stop for a while.. she wisper to him : sorry
She hold her to him chest..
hER MIND THINKIN:
- will he be mine?
- impossible right?
- i like whn he hug me
- i like the smell of him
- i like him to hug me this way ..
- i wan him to kw i love him even we juz meet today
she sit up and look at him.. then she wisper to his ear:
I wan _>
i wan tt ---->
She waitin for his reply..
he agree
And... They hv sex
she look in his eyes deep inside..
He hold her tight
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sEX---> her mind was thinkin ---->
- i wan him to be mind
- i give him cos i love him
- i nv gib any other stranger i first meet like tt b4
- why i ask him? i comfrim i love him
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- im very awake .. i very sure tt i love him
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AFTER HE DONE DONE WATEVER HE DONE
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AREADY 8.50
she decided to leave his house b4 his mum wake up..
1st floor ----> step out the condo..
she act liek she was strong---she actualii wanna tell.. wanna ask
: would u want to be with me? : did u ever like me from the min we meet till now?
: i kw it impossibel u choose me
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MRT station
- both of thenm went to 7 eleven.. for a drink... they CHAT FOR A WHILE... he light 1 chat ........................................... ... 2nd... .. chat ....................................3rd stick[finish his cans of coffe...... 10.14am.. He decided to leave... He ask me to go home... but she left 4 hours thn gt key go home.... so she told him to go first.. nv ask .. would he contact her again? or not any more .... we see..
After they say bye bye.... she kw tt he leavin.. she cant bare to see him leave but she don even care to look back.. juz hope he stop and turn back.. he didnt --- she kw he didt ... the sound of his chain far away ..... she kw he aready left.... She stand there facin the road abt 10 min.. She turn back.. she kw he left..
She took the train... on the train <> her mind think abt him.... back home
she msg him... she told him she like him.. wish he would meet her again.. he didnt reply.. she call him . he off his phone... whole night nv slp... she msg him... he didnt reply . mornin she call.. he finalli on his phon. but he didnt answer.. she kw .. he kw tt... She kw wat happen .. and at he thinkin...
HER MIND THINK WAT HE THINK:
- he think i cheap cos i gib him
- he think im ah lian but im not
- he think i oni wan sex with him tt all.. but im not
- he think i oni a yellow page in his friendster list...
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The nxt day workin time
her whole mind was him? the image of him
she miss him badli
wonder where is him
but ...
tt night she drink---
Go home
she understand.. she delete his contact... she delete him in msn.. cos maybe he aready delete her in msn
she look at his pic in friendster for hour thn delete him.
- i love him
- i hope he called me
- i wan him to kw tt i love him
- even he dont like me.. at least fuly my wish . i juz wan to see him very last time b4 he go in ns
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but ---- no msgh no call for him... untill today.. she still waiting.
I LOVE HIM
I WAN HIM TO BE MINE
HE IS THE 2ND PEROSN TT GIVE ME A STRONG FEELIN
EVEN 3 HOUR... I CAN SURE HE A NICE GUY
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i love him
Saturday, September 8, 2007 ♥
Today I NV GO SCHOOL HAHAS. today gt many customer sia.. many worh. wha . i run here and there clean here and there. so buzy .. wah.. cannt ta han liao. wan faint.. now reCH HOME LE.. LEG PAIN HAND PAIN NECK PAIN . wah so xin ku worh............
Today saw my ex . he bring his new gf to the restut .. hmm i think he nv saw me cos i gu yi don wan walk to tt table... lookin him..... the way he eat and the way he drink...... hmmm still cute like last time... look at him . feedin his gf the piece of cake wah. my heart suan suan liao.. like last time he feed me de sho hou. omg!!!! i also don kw y i gt a bit jealous leh hmmph! YAH IM JEAALOUS SO WAT!!!! HMMP.. BUT I DON LOVE HIM Le........
2 MORE DAYS IS MY BIRTHDy. .
Thn wat my plan 2ml i still nv go and think... hmm like tt norh. hahahs..
end here bAH .. very tired go to go orh orh liao. bye bye
Labels: HMMP....
Friday, September 7, 2007 ♥
BABIES!!! U GT FOOL BY ME DO U KW?
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Today very tired.. after work i went home around 12.44 am liao thn log in hahahahs .
9 sep is my birthdat worh.. feelin sad cos i kw no 1 will celebrate for me.. cos i nv tell thm.. bo xim arh.. hmmph.
My birthday wish gt 3 . im strigii lah.. 1st is . .. i wan my family to be healthy.. 2nd is i can go in the course i want,... 3rd is ... i want to hv a new piano..Wonder y i didt wish for the person i like?? yeah i did hv admire.. but this nt as important ... love is depends on god.. wat god gib u .. u must accept tt wat now im always tellin myslef.. not urs mean not urs... every 1 .. when every 1 was born.. in their plam aready xie hao hao liao... every day also got new thing happen.. juzt like.. happiness is luck.. yah.. my life is -------- totaly very messy as im a attduit person so .. i think i smile less thn 5 time a day?.. maybe..
happiness is collectin luck.. well.. im collectin luck every day hahahas
Thursday, September 6, 2007 ♥
Today i went to s chool abt 12 .. cos lesson start at 1 mah.. hmm... i reach school .. today at clas all the way doin project nor.. solderin.. hai.. finish half way thn..
Today work time start at 6 norh.. before work me and my frewn went to westmall eat .. eat liao thn change norh.. change le thn we tk cap go dwn our work plc there... heng arh.. the person i very very fed up with de nvm come WAHHAHAAH might as well forever dun come lah.. c her face i wan puke all over the floor .. heart, lung all vomit out... hmmp . so angry. opps .. hah im not so violent de nah .. jk jk mah. hee~
Whoa !! my head appear 3 pimple liao. wahhh tao yan!!!!!! goin to get rid of it. i hate pimples!!
Wednesday, September 5, 2007 ♥
today i nv go school i nv work.. cos i die die also must go dwn nee ann see my lion dance troope.. hmm.. i so nervous worh.. my frewn.. ms i think this yr taka first tym at taka? not sure lah.. but thn whn i see thm i feel veri huai nian lst time i also go wib thm .. hmm.. i long tym nv go le.. nxt yr i sure wan go dwn ,.. even thou wen yang lst.. but wen yang lion dance forever the best no matter wad !
haiz.. today suddenli stun tio sia..... after the first fall nvm. the second nvm.. third !! my heart suan suan teras fall out le... i kw my frewn he aready try very hard liao.. but thn........many thing had happan ...... tt y i waanted to come back n see.. haiz. my troope de ppl some of then thought i change troope le.. but i didnt.. mouth lst time say 气话 but i reali cat bare to live leave the troope. cos i aready in there almost 2 or 3 yrs le... hmm.. with thm is the best
Tuesday, September 4, 2007 ♥
these few day .... no no .is yesterday ..... after _e left ..... His image keep appearin in my mind .. I also don kw wat goin on.. It my first time gt strong de feelin . hmmm.... work time de shi hou... my mind only thinkin abt the thinng happen in the morning... the image cant fuk off from my mine... wad to do?
I feel very wad leh... hmmm ...... haiz i also don kw wat im writin abt hahahas boring bah.. now ish 3.44 le.. argh!!! later goin dwn nee ann see lion dance compo wib my frewn ... haha hopee my lst time de troope win this .. get in final ... hah sure wil de nah.. hmmmmmm ...
Monday, September 3, 2007 ♥
或许。。。 是在 toture 自己吧。。。 我有人养了。。。。 又不是不够钱用。。。 For wat i go work leh. hahas.. dun kw leh... cos hmm stay at home also do noth thn go out with my >> hahah frewn later mummy say i learn bad watever.. so i go work lo.. at least gt extra money... i stil askin myself y i wan to work.. whn i work .. i nv think of pay leh.. i kw very tired damm tired... but dont kw why i still like tt.. any thing wrong arh me?? hahahhs
Today workin .. hmm.. ok lah. sm sm lo...wah.. i brk 2nd time.. brk the hmm cheese de bottle wahahahahaha..today wahaha hmm. naught naught abit lah..i distub 1 aunty.. hmmph who ask her.. first time i interview she so sia lan with my frewn hahahs,.,.,, lol.. ok lah.. i gt mk many frewn there,, pppl there some good some ok ok lah some bo chap bo chap lah.. like tt lo.. hahahs
Saturday, September 1, 2007 ♥
Today ..... i and my frewn t went to lucky plaza to deliver thing to the pizzahut .. thn afetr tt we went to shop shop.. wah .. long time nv shop le..hm i bought new bag and shoes lolx.. spent almost $20 plus like tt le.. thn wenrt to the peper watever go eat the bake rice.. yeee.. taste like
$#@#$ maybe i don kw hw to eat lah.. Today very ma fan wor.. cos rainin mah.. thn while we walk wah.. i cha yi dian fall dwn alomost 3 time liao.. hahahahs . so...slipply worh
Thn after tt around 7 i go meet my another frewn . Thn we slack around my house area til almost 9 some thing thn i go home.. Today hmm.. npth intrestin nah.. wah .. gt .. 1 very fed up .. at mrt that time.. while i was on the way to jurong..
Got 1 aunty hor.. hmm look like 30 plus de aunty.. sudden step my shoes accidentali worh. thn nvm. she turn to me and give a lj face sia.. thn nvm.. cos the mrt very squeez.. lol i don blame.. thn nvm 2nd time she step on my leg she give the f face again sia.. lol hahah.. my leg so pain leh. nvm i keep quiet.. 3rd time she step on my leg de shi hou she look at my frewn in a very knn way thn look at me back.. thn sare stare sia.. lol nvm.. i nv care.. the 4th time she bang on me wah!! nvm u kw.. she stare at me like i bang on her like tt.. i very hot liao i say to her aunty arh.. y u stare at us like tt huh.. thn she stare at me nv tok. wah kao. tt time if not my frewn there hor.. i goin to gib tt aunty a tight slap on her face,.. lol jk jk . very angry de norh...
hahahhhas~