Sunday, October 28, 2007 ♥
My computer spoli.. so .. uncle lent us him old com thn my com he tk bck to see wat wrong with my com.. nah beh,.... today tk bak liao thn my ipod de thing gone... then i tk 4 hour to find out hw to download back the thing.. so tt i can put my song.. all my song gone cos pluck in to a new computer mah.. tired nah.. i delete many thing thn try again.. gt 1 stupid web site keep popin out .. download liao thn don kw go where install hahahs,, thn i delete the whole thing . thn finalli can liao.. now still waiting.. wo hen lei arh!!!
2ml meetin keny at 10.. long tym nv meet him coz buzzi.. i mish him much much worh!!!
glad to hear .. he found a job.. but i quit my job.. nw 5 sh workin was much better thn last tym at pzh .
Clear and set mk my foot and finger all become so ugly with all skin out .. Yesterday went to si guan... se thn train dragon ....
thn .. oh .. down load hao liao ..
thn...
stupid.. so slow
thn...............
install.. thn .............
argh.. tired faster nah!!!
now install thr wat quick ime thing
thn copy file thn now ish....................................
aww wo yao zz liao...
now aready 4.47..
aww ok le.. now i want go orh orh le.. night
Wednesday, October 24, 2007 ♥
I hope it happen again and end with a happiness smile appearin on my face whn i wake upp
Last night
.... i dream .... i dream of bit again .. the same person.. the same condo..and same image..but dony kw why saw my 2 classmate appear... bothwearin weird shirt.Waitin long .. waitin to be out ...waitin for calls.. watin for msg......waitin for accept requestBut nothin happen...Last night in dream i realli told myself hope it nt a dream... we walkin toward to a place where we hv been b4. He kissed me on my cheek. Thn i heard my alarm clock of my hp ring.It ring louder nd i cant even hear wat he tryin to tok to me. Thn i feelin cold and when i open my eyes. I was in my air con room. In the end it still a dream. How i wish i nv wake up.. stay with him 4 ever in the dream. I lyin dwn on my bed a while to thibk it again.. i close my eys.. and try to slp again. but cannt sia.. hmmp.. thn i wake up bath liao.. went to school.Hope tonight i will meet him again .. in dream
Sunday, October 21, 2007 ♥
Yesterday i went to ...
Yesterrday i went to lion dance chu si... Me long tym nv go dwn le. Went to cck there . hmm..my mum was alright n\but hv to wait till wed then kw wat goin on...Hope she alright.. hope tt thing on her neck was noth ...
pray for her bah!!! mummy!!!!! >.<
Today wake up at 11.. no body at home so bored and i lazy to go dwn and buy my lunch.. so onlne a while .. lata goin to meet frewn go out le. tatata........
Thursday, October 18, 2007 ♥
TODAY went to school in the morning .. noth to do.. no project for me... so boring .. lie dwn on table tok tok tok thn check hp thn tok tok .. distubb frewn who doin work.. thn...
This few days i didnt update my blog... many thing happen but i don wan to mention as it juz a small matter. Another thing im worried abt is my mum .. she is sick n i quit my job and waiting fir the register for the new course.
Im worried i cant get in to the course i wan.. but i hv confident in myself.. yeah...I now arh... 6.30 in the morning le.. i from yesterday didnt slp till now . thn later goin bugis shop with my frewn... hahah cant slp leh. jus t now whole night waitin movie in youtube.
Now gt flu some more.. cant slp. xin ku worh.>.<
now eyes pain pain.. body hot hot de.. no energy.. tired.. but if lie dwn on bed cannt breath COS I GT FLU AT THIS MOMENT!! ^.^
later mabe slp till 1 or 2 pm .. thn cal thm ask where they ly to . thn i go find them norh..
Yesterday after school i went to frewn house.. thn after ttthn go home lo.Brought 2 new sock.. pink colour de worh.. very suit my new black shoes. hee~
Sunday, October 14, 2007 ♥
Today wrkin full shift.. wah... tired si le.. leg dam painful.But earn$$ . yesterday is hari raya so the malays went 2 celebrate so dun need to work.. we chinese must must work . I atart at 12 in the afternoon and end at 11.so reach home almost 12.gO home hug my baby hamster.. eww.. the first bite of it very icthy.. thn i put my hand there longer hw i kw it bite harder.. thn bleed le.. heee~This few days im fine as i didnt think too much le . as i kw... he won appear again so no use i missin him n waitin.. im single nw le... ya .. some tym might feel lonely and jealous others but .. hahah i didnt intend to find 1 as i stil nt ready n hav the mood n feelin for a releationship... and also i don wan to hurt myself anymor..n i haven found the 1 i love.now is 1.26am... im still awake ... waitin for my brother to come bck from his frewn house..... thn i can slp.heheehe. wahahahahahhahahah hahahahahahaahahhahaha. Borinn...... noth to do .. so i type type type... in a mean while still dun kw wad to write... type type type....... dortttttt....lololololo...lalalla. err siian..stop here.. i go slp le..... today blog so meaninless dort!!
Friday, October 12, 2007 ♥
>.<
Again my com spoil.... nt be online these few day mYBE.. i hv qurrl with my sml bro juz now.. becox of some small matter..... my mum cry again.. i feel very wat to mk my mum cry ... she nw sick and im worried abt her health.... she told me her neck growin thing.. i ask her gp see doctor.. and she refuse some tym... tt day went to see doctor.. doctor say must go hospoital check. i very scare leh.. i wan pei her go nxt week.
every tym i and my bro qurrl.. nt he cry jiu shi my mum cry.. don kw cry for wat... she scare i might kil my bro huh or my bro kil me? think too much le... She don like we all lik this i kw . but some tym my bro realli de very the xx omg don kw hw to say ... feel like slapin his face into half.. i kw his age lah.. cos i also gt pass by tt age b4 and more even worst thn him...
Hope he faster grown up .. faster understand wat he doin thn god ...i worried his studies as he nw mad of gamin oni.. hey .. my bro hor.. gamin like 1 of his life.. no game he cannt live peacefuli de.. maple arh.. omg!! becos i don let him use com he use all type of langu of @$#$$% and shoot at me sia... ma de,!!! fed up de leh..
Just reali hope he faster grw up and dong shi.. thn wo jiu fang xin .. Especialy ,mumy ,, I wan mummy de body faster recover......... don wan any thing happen. aN dtoday i brought a new hamster... ohh baby de. so small so cute argh!! wan squeez nah!!!>.<
maynt be online these few days.. oh.. sian sian ...
Thursday, October 11, 2007 ♥
i will not gib up de .. espcialli my study... whatever happen
If something happen today that doesn't feel fair, i will rmb that life jux happen that way some time.
everybody cries some tym, n tt can b good. If i won b embarrassed. i will think of my tears watering the flower in my soul.
i will pay close attention to what i am doin . that can help me advoid mistake.
If i get left out of some thing, i try not to get upset cis it dosent mean necessarily mean im not liked
Wednesday, October 10, 2007 ♥
This week is bored
This week is bored as i also plans thing to do during these few days. Off 3 day .... look after mummy. These few dat i been staying up late . can say nv slp lah.. all the way using computer but don kw what to do.. juzt sayin boring boring whenever my frewn pm me and ask waht am i doing... nxt month is the date where im goin to register the whatever course .
I realli must think of future plans le.. cannt juz stayin at home do nothing
But thn ... im worried abt 1 thing is.. i cant get into the course i wan.. And mouth say want tk o lvl .. but i kw myself patten.. always gib uo thing easily
I hv tok to my class teacher abt changin course . She lok a bit sad leh .. i kw she try very hard to help n now i say i wan change course.
I today wake up at 7pm.. lol dun say i pig nah it because yesterday nigthi i didnt slp mah.. then morning went to frewn house lo.. Bo liao de.. go there noth to do thn after tt i went home..
Today pass by yew tee.. tt stupid feeling again .. thn on the train i any how think this and tt liao .. omg!! what should i do nah..
Erm... Can i rewine the time back to tt date b4 i meet him mah? hahahah
He now at where i also dun kw.. Maybe advoidin me bah.. at least tell me he don wan contact with me le mah. Y let me keep waiting,,, He nv tell me tt i won stop waiting and thinkin de lah ...
Hmm.. todat wak up le.. thn go back room do whatever i need to do thn 10 m online . There is no game fer me to lay so i just any how go web site play game
That hw i spend the day
Thinkin of 2ml will very sian .. Cos im back to work again... u kw .. i don wan to work lah !! but cannt fly aroplane my frewn nah...
Sunday, October 7, 2007 ♥
Today morning went to course..... After tt meet kor to lion dance there . Today went there .. wwah.. so fun .... still same same... ppl there haven change. 2ml they gt chu si.. how i wish i 2ml can go. but gt work.. Think of 2ml gt work thn siian nah...
I don wan work liaooooo! ke yi mah.. bu k3 yi leh.. sign contr liiao.. at leqast half yr.
Kao eh..
Sian. well... this few month workin there hmm... tired is tired lah.. Heard some of thm there don realli like me.. haiz.. cos im slow learning?Sob.. nvm lah..xii guan le.. My luck missing liao... now do every thing also won shu shun li li de.. relationship also playin trick on me...
Hahaha ... my life why like tt arh... Sob.. my accept the fate bah .>.<
Today don kw why de.. play pool wib kor kor.. 7 round i nv win even once.. Pek cek arh... thn play till late le .. thn cai guai guai go home.. This hw i spent my day today norh
Saturday, October 6, 2007 ♥
Hmmm .... whn im feel @!$%%$ i wil spend $$$$$$$$ do all my shoppin mk myself happy thn go home.. if no $$C at the same time i will.................... yup..... i will ask frewn out go chill till happy thn go home.
Ya... Today i went to ad thn to yt th to je thn to jr thn go home.. i spent more thn $$300 buy all my thing and my pet de thing.. Feel better after tt.
Today morning i went to mee t my frewn at his or her house thn after tt Zzzzz . i felt alsp. cos nothin to. after went to god mummy house see her .. awww.. wang wang that doggy still there worh.. hahaaha i come in le .. thn she keep lickin my toe wahaha so wat lar!! hahaah i run all over the house . Mummy say i grow taller le,, ,hmmp of cause norh! Some more ask my arghh rou ma thing,, ask me gt bf or not sia.. arghhhh. she don kw my ex pass away de thing mah? maybe i nv tell her .
orh today mumy buy me many chocolate worh.... see oni but cannt eat more.. i fat liao .. eat some more later no ppl wan thn jia lad.. lol!! Tk many og wang wang the photo.. put in frenzter... hee so cute.
How i wish i hv a pet dog also. But mummy say cannt .. cos aready hv 2 hamster at home..
Today also brought a 5o some thing hair stylin bag pack. pLus $20 some thing de nail painting thing wow.. thn go home around 6 like tt.. hmm also a bit sad.cos today shoppin alone.. >.<
Wednesday, October 3, 2007 ♥
(o^_^o)
I just wake up .. hee~ yesterday i 5 am thn slp. That y i slp till so late.. Later i goin to work le... ermmm.... siann.. Hope faster end. What a boring and unmeaniful day
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(o^_^o)
(o^_^o) - Today manager tok to me at pzh. She told me many thing.. seem like . her pro m as me? i should be strong i kw.......
(o^_^o) - After work went home . around 11 plus, online checkin mail.. Again i stick to the com till 4.29. which is now.. maybe goin to slp at 8 thn 4 pm wake up go work..
My life jus spend like tt? nope lo!! after school reopen .. i goin bck to my life style .. yeah ,, tt mean relex.
Heee ~ waitin to register the course i wan .. i wan i wan .. hope can go in .. hmm .. sure can go in wan !! Joycean Aim for the first 1 !!
This comin sat and sun maybe no off day fer me.. sian .. cos hari raya... the malays offf. if i nv work .. thn will less of stuff . so bo bian .. ting still hb to work..